I write this with massive sadness in my heart, I’m feeling right now as if I will never be happy again and if I do then it’ll be a very long time from now. Life is hard sometimes, life can be a real struggle at times and this is one of those times for me.

If you know me, you’ll know I am a huge dog lover, to me my dogs aren’t just pets, they are my family, a huge part of my life and a part I absolutely adore. Without them my life wouldn’t be complete and right now it isn’t complete, I guess you could say it’s broken. My dogs are my everything and when they are in your life as long as mine have been then that everything is huge. Cookie is 13, she is the best dog we could ever wish for, she has the best personality and makes the room light up, aswell as my heart, everytime she walks in. She is just everything I could want as a member of my family. Now anyone that says ‘it’s just a dog’ are wrong, I don’t believe that and never will, she IS my family, along with my boy Chester, they are family, no matter what.

I literally don’t know what I will do now she has gone, everytime I think about her I cry, everytime I look at Chester I cry. I’m so sad I can’t even begin to explain. I have tears rolling down my face now as I write this. Life truly is going to be different and very sad now. We are all so upset, it’s very real and the loss is something we need to heal from so time is a great healer, so they say. So because of this I won’t be on social media, I won’t be doing any videos for a while but I will put all my focus into Chester, my family and getting some things in the background done that I’ve been meaning to do. It’ll help my mind get in another space and I need that right now.

Cookie, I will always love you, you will always be my baby brown girl and I’ll see you when we all get there too ♡ xxxxx